I Can't Wait Until Everything Will Be Perfect.

“Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.” (Mark Victor Hansen)

One day I found this quote. It was when my paper book would be published soon.

I couldn't find what I really wanted to do for a long time. It was very hard for me that I lost my hope.

After long confusion, I finally grasped my dream and that is writing literature. I want to express my thoughts and feelings through writing and I also want people to read my works.

I have fallen in love with writing essays and short stories for a year and a half.

I don't know if I have talent or not. Moreover, I am not young nor famous. My condition is not perfect but I can't wait until it will be perfect.

I will continue writing my blog because it is one of the important opportunities for me to let the world know my works. I hope people would read my writings.

As I know my writings will only be improved by writing more, so I will continue to write.

I know people can't read my essays and short stories if I don't put them online.

I hope a publishing books helps people to read my works more.

I do what I can do now.

I can't wait until everything will be perfect.

What Do I Do When I Feel Depressed? ~Sleeping and Accepting Sleep~

When I feel depressed, I always do three things.

First: To take a good sleep.

Second: To eat my favorite food.

Third: To sing or to laugh.

Many friends agree with my ideas. Most of them like the first idea.

Sleep is very important. Lack of sleep causes serious health problems. I apt to be negative when I am sleep deprived.

But in Japan people believe it is good to work very hard. Many Japanese feel guilty to take a rest.

So many Japanese end up having mental illness, for example depression.

Even though they have mental illness because of overwork, they believe they should work more.

They blame themselves because they don’t work. They suffered from a sense of guilt. It defies people from overcoming mental illness.

As I’d had the depression, I know many obligations pushed me to experience feel of guilty. I rest my body but I couldn’t rest my mind.

I know the importance to accept ourselves. When I feel depressed, I remember to have enough sleep and accept myself.